In these times of confusion and right seeming wrong and wrong seeming right in the eyes of the world, it is easy for believers to become confused and accepting of what the world says is right. There is a clear “falling away” of believers as their once black and white beliefs become a pale gray.
We, as believers, need to be the hands and feet and Clear VOICE of God…of truth.
I have been struggling with where my voice is…what God would have me do and say. Who to say it to and how to say it. I have struggled with the burden on my heart of stepping out and speaking loudly for God. Yet I have stayed back, talking behind closed doors, but very seldom having the guts and bravery to be a beacon of light and a voice of truth in public. I am a business owner and I think I feared mixing the two. But at the end of the day – above all else, I am a child of God first and that trumps all.
So where do we go from here? What is our ministry? What would God have me do with this desire of being His hands, feet and voice to this dying world?
As I sit here asking God to tell me what to do, a thought, a memory came to me. I truly believe God gave us the family structure to show and explain His relationship with us. I sit here and think if my daughter came to me and said “Mom, what should I do with my life? Tell me what you want me to do.” I would say, “do whatever is in your heart, what you desire to do, BUT in everything glorify God and don’t hurt others.”
So why would our God, our Father, be any different? Why would He give a book (the Bible) that tells us how to live if He has set in stone what we are to do already? He wants us to make the decision of what to do on our own. There is no wrong answer in missing His calling for my life. His calling is for me to live a righteous life, glorifying Him and living this time, He gave me, based on what is in my heart.
It is up to me to choose my course in a way that is pleasing and acceptable to Him. He has not set a specific task for me but rather has loved me through it all and is allowing me to find my way and glorifying Him as I walk through this journey.
Ah such clarity! So now it is time to find my Mission, my voice and glorify God.