I bought a book by Joyce Meyer “How to Hear God’s Voice” but I haven’t finished it and still wonder if it is really so different for everyone that Joyce’s way may not be right for how God speaks to me. I don’t want to do anything the wrong way and miss hearing from Him.

So with all of this writing, I come back to where I started earlier. This beautiful and not so beautiful world, the end of times, and how I and my family participate in this Age. I am filled with such fear. The ways of the world are changing so dramatically and are heading to a place of “no return.” A place where Christians are seen as the enemy, the haters, the liars, the judge and the jury. And not so slowly the Christian beliefs  that this nation was founded on are being stripped away and replaced with subjective beliefs of “anything goes.” YOUR idea of right and wrong is the truth and there is no real standard of one right and wrong – but each persons idea of right is what is right.

If that is true then WHAT is REAL? Your truth or mine? Truth becomes the “Flavor of the Day” rather than a static standard of right and wrong. I fear this place that we, as a nation, are headed. It seems as though we, the Christian believer, have lost our voice. Inside I am screaming – but in reality NOTHING is coming out.

And this is what I am waiting on you, God, to speak to me about. I am trying to hear your voice and understand your will for me – for my family – in these dark days. What would you have us do?